Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Cartoon Deux-c'est proche

The second one is almost finished...I have three more panels, but I need to go to bed, it's waaaaaaaay too late.

I've sort of noticed how shaky I'd gotten, the drawing will get a lot better...I haven't had time (or the energy/happy feeling) necessary for drawing, especially something that is normally over ten panels, and needs to be creative, funny, etc., but now that I do, I will make the best of it, and it will get much better, alright? So expect one pretty soon...

In other musings, I've realized I really like a lot of emo music....so I am listening to a lot of it online...I am actually listening to Usher without thinking about how large his nose is...does anyone else do that? I don't know, it's just so large...it's one of those things....you think about when it's late and tired. =P

As well, I have also realized the benefit of lots and lots of activity and making sure I am busy enough that I go to bed tired...I know in the past I have thought about making sure I have enough time to myself, but what I realized is that I don't need as much of that as perhaps I thought I did in Europe. Things still move at a slower and faster pace than we expect, but the less we do, the less we are. As someone whose not even 25, I think now is the time to experience as much as I can, to give as much as I can, while my body and mind and everything else can still take it. I can worry about rest and taking care of myself when I am a little more fragile, but I think I'm pretty sturdy, all things considered, and I have decided, I suppose, to be more worried about what kind of person I am and the person I want to be, rather than the person I could be if I exhaust myself. There are lots of exhausted people in the world, it's true, but it's why we exhaust ourselves, not the fact that we exhaust ourselves that is important. We don't get any better just staying the same, right?

Anyways, a bit philosophical for 2am. I suppose I should save that for another time, but I guess I have been pretty nostalgic lately, about what I have and where my life is going, and things like that.

Night.

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