This holiday season has been, for me, a return.
I think this year is going to be a big year of change for me. A lot of important change. I can feel it...some work changes, some lifestyle changes, hopefully some positive changes, maybe some big changes...but I want it to be interesting...good, fun, challenging.
Coming back home this year has made me realize I have certain values that I need to reaffirm, relationships I need to mend and revisit. Part of me that I need to rediscover. A little bit of amor fati, if you will.
But I also think there's some things I need to give up. Some things in my life I need to change. Some parts of me I need to revisit and rebuild.
I'm doing an inner journey to remember who I was, when I was younger, so that I take those best parts to the future.
If anything, this has been a year of 'return' to return to who I could have been and knowing that what I could be, can't be, until I start making some big, positive, real change in my life.