Music

You know, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately (or perhaps the abscence thereof) and I realize that I love really happy, good-vibe music. Shamefully, I am currently addicted to S-club 7 videos on the Internet. Whenever I'm feeling sad, I listen to S-Club 7. It's really sick, I know, but I love the choreographed dance and the people in it are cute and clean-cut all of them, so you feel like you're in a happy place where no one has heard of the term bling and you don't need to swear or be existential to create good music that people like.

Infortunately, I've started listening to Coldplay as well on youtube, and watching the music videos, I get really depressed, in that very emo way where you cuddle with your sadness. I ssit there and get sad, and then I decide I need something happy, and I listen to S-club 7 and watch them dance around in pastel colours that have clearly been chosen carefully and sing about love and happiness and 'making it.'

Repeat ad infinitum.

Obviously, this is probably not a mentally healthy exercise, but I just can't seem to stop. I love listening to 'The Scientist' or whatever it is called, and "Yellow" and then listening to "Don't Stop" or "Never Had a Dream Come True" or "Reach" or even "You" by S Club 7.

That's because "That's when all your dreams will come true."

Sigh.

This is so mentally unstable.